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mte the funny part was that i wasn't even DATING him i was trying to get rid of him. it's almost been a year and he's still being a pussy little bitch about it asking all of my friends updates on my life and if i'm upset at him. but that's so shitty i never realized wanting to date outside of my race would be so hard and it's even harder since i go to a predominantly white uni i rarely get talked to when we go out aside from that guy and it makes my self esteem non existent

anon did we date the same guy oh my god mine was such a clingy motherfucker but he cut off all contact with me after we broke up except my friends would tell me all the time about them running in to him and he would always ask how i was doing and he's still friends with a friend of mine on facebook and she said he messaged her ones asking how i was doing like dude it was like two years ago let that shit go and i know the feeling anon my university is pretty racially even when it comes to white/black but a lot of the black guys either date white girls only or they want black girls who are more idk i don't want to say ghetto but maybe you know what i mean so its so hard to talk to people and when i do end up finding someone its always some creepy dude who wants to fetishize me

oh my god yes we must have because he legitimately can't let this shit go but he won't directly talk to me at all. he texted me one time after he "broke up" with me and i was dry as shit and eventually stopped responding. but mte anon ugh i hope we find good men soon i don't care what color he is tbh in my adult years i've found myself becoming attracted to men of all races i just want him to be a good guy who isn't going to fuck me over

LMAO SAME he avoids the fuck out of me if he sees me now but he has no problems checking with my friends to make sure i'm okay i've been okay since the day i dumped him tbh BUT I SENDS YOU ALL THE GOOD VIBES IN THE WORLD i hope we both find stellar dudes someday who appreciate us for what we and don't fuck us over just fuck us well :)~